About Me
I work as a Head of Human Resources, which requires me to be an authentic, self-confident, strong and empathetic people and strategic leader as well as role model to my team, my peers and employees. Additionally, I have started my own coaching business to support amazing women so that they can step into their power and become authentic leaders of themselves and of others.
My passion for understanding the deeper mechanisms of our psyche arose during my first master studies that incorporated the studies of General, Social as well as Developmental Psychology. In my master thesis “The Uncanny in Bluebeard – The Denial of Femininity”, I concluded – leaning on Carl Gustav Jung’s psychoanalytical approach – that not only the Bluebeard-man but also the figure of the submissive woman – the victim of a Bluebard-man – embody archetypes. These women tend to deceive themselves by suppressing their female intuition to reach what they believe makes them fulfilled and therefore get into a relationship that turns out to devitalize, weaken and repress them.
In the course of my research, I came accross the book “Women Who Run With the Wolves” by Clarissa Pinkola Estés, Ph.D. that inspired me to not only stay on the chosen path with my thesis but also to return to my path while detecting my mission many years later. Estés prompts that the ignorance of the female instinct, the inclination of women to subject themselves, are all phenomena of a patriarchal society. As women concentrated on the desires and ambitions of men for so long, they had to give up their own needs and suppress their intuition. As a consequence, many females have forgotten to listen to the voice whispering from the depth of their souls.
Having dealt with this topic so excessively, never have I thought that once I would land in a destructive relationship, the result of which was that I completely sabotaged myself. My self-esteem decreased gradually, I felt weak, exhausted and insecure. At that point I was working as a Senior HR Business Partner with international responsibility and aimed to develop into a more responsible HR leadership role. I also earned my qualification as Psychological Management Trainer and Individual Coach by that time and although my inner voice whispered to work as a coach, starting my own business was unthinkable due to my continuously declining self-confidence. In the end, I lost my authentic self.
But what felt like a life crisis once, turned out to be a blessing later, leading me to my true mission. My acute pain and broken self left me no choice but to find out why I was falling in a trap that I was so much aware of with my conscious mind. With the help of coaching techniques dissolving emotional blockades on the subconscious level, I found the reasons and solutions to my self-sabotaging subconscious patterns, to which I had no access on the conscious level. This was the beginning of an in-depth journey to my true self.
Qualifications
- wingwave® Coach (NLC, Myostatik Test, Bilateral Brain Stimulation)
- Sandy Simon® Life Mastery: Dissolving Emotional Blockades on Root Cause Level
- VAK Coach
- Psychological Management Trainer & Individual Coach
- Access Consciousness® Bars Practicioner
- Access Consciousness® Face-Lift Practicioner
- Master in International Economic Relations
- Master in English Linguistics, Literature & Science of Education
- Master in German Linguistics, Literature & Science of Education